Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Emi Rose

You'll never know how much you meant to me... You're my angel and you'll forever be in my heart... I wish I could hold you one last time, I wish I could trade your paw print for you any time I wanted. I remember just watching you sleep and cuddle into the blankets, you were always so cozy. I'll always remember the tension between us because I'm all black maybach and you're a cream machine, you'd always shed on me and it would be so frustrating... I'll always remember the last time I held you, you winked at me and smiled, without any words you told me your faith was stronger than mine. You made our house a home and you went on all our journey's with us, from Silvis to Champaign you always kept your mom so happy. I'm so happy you got to meet your uncle's Storm, Salem, and Ziggy... Storm loved you the most, but never as much as me... I'm happy to have known you Emi Emerson, Emster Baxster, Emi Rose Rivera... Always and Forever, in my hearts and in my dreams... Rest in Peace and Assalaamu Alaykum Love.


This is right about when we first got you baby... I never like cats your color, but girl you changed my opinion. Look how sweet you are, forever and ever in my heart just the way you are... purrfect. <3


See you wave hi to me... Look how cozy my little Emi-bye-baby is... <3


Your mom will always hold you close everytime she cuddles for the rest of her life, so please baby lay your spirit in her arms and keep her cozy. You're both my beautiful angels. <3


My streamline baby... Or is that a double punch? Either way baby you're a chip of the old block. <3



See daddy loves you, he took a picture of you on his way back from class... I pretended you were waiting patiently for me to come home :) I love you baby. <3


Look how cute you were. I miss you Emster Baxter. <3


You and your mom had the same beautiful ojos... You were Mommy's girl, and that is the attitude you always had with me... Thanks for at least being nice once baby, I love you. <3


Sisters Forever, Hermanas Por Siempre... <3


You always found places to keep warm. <3


Amara's last kiss... You two we're the best sisters in the world. She's being strong for you, but she had nightmares last night so I woke her up and gave her a kiss for you. She jumped in your pink chair and slept where you always did, I know you were with her. <3


Dad's last kiss goodnight... I hope I tucked you in cozier than ever before baby, you don't know how much this hurts to be without you. <3


You were always such a butterball... I love you girl. <3


Mom's last goodbye. <3


Looking to Heaven... I know your spirit will always watch over us and the house from your perch... Thank you, thank you so much...

Rest in Peace my angel Emi, chase those mice and fly high... You opened my eyes to how beautiful life can be, how caring your mother can be, and how much love any form of life is able to give on a daily basis. Know that I'm giving that love back, know that your name is tattooed on my heart, and know that one day my soul will be with yours again.

I love you Emi Emerson.

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